I am a little annoyed that a person S and I used to be friends with is still selfish. I understand that her mom still talks with L's parents. But really why would you invite S's parents to your child's baptism when S and I are not speaking to you. L should know that S and her mom's relationship is 'hard' to say the least. But by inviting her parents don't you think this will cause disagreements for them? Don't you get it that you shouldn't be asking them if you don't invite us? It's just hard because I see how it upsets S. I have learned that she doesn't want to hear about L and her attitude changes when L's name is mentioned. So I have learned not to bring her in our conversations. Not that she misses her or regrets not wanting a friendship. But just that she is tired of L and all that comes along.
Before I somewhat was sad that L wasn't in my life a little bit because I haven't met anyone that likes most of my shows or have weekly dinners with. But after this it just reminded me how selfish L is. How she only cares and thinks about herself. And still to this day it makes me sad that she never learned her lessons from losing the close friends that we were. How we felt went in one ear and out the other. And it's even more sad that she was the biggest one to always say actions speak louder than words. Yet she never lived by her actions.
