Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Bed battles....

Ever since we've M into his big boy bed he has never slept in past 6:30am... more like in our room between 1-6am.. and always up between 5-6am. Now lately we have been having a battle on going to sleep. It takes him over an hour to fall asleep.. But he still wakes up the same time. What should a mommy do? I have tried putting him to bed earlier and even later but that doesn't work..

I think I will have to resort to giving him rewards for staying in his bed and staying there to fall asleep....

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

sorry and goodbye....

i guess i am not a great friend.. for the 3rd time now i have a friend that just stopped talking to me. i have no idea what i did to hurt her feelings. but whatever i did i am sorry and wish you the best. you are a great person deep down but not so great of a friend that if i hurt you - you couldn't come to me first. i don't need your friendship if i always have to worry about what i say or do or don't do... and wonder if i won't hear from you. when you were talking to me things were great. you are very intelligent, giving, caring and loving.

i have been working on coming to terms with the loss of this friend. i actually don't want this kind of friendship in my life. i just sometimes wish i knew what i did so that i don't do it again... but then again maybe i don't want to know because it maybe over something so little that if you told me a quick conversation clear up would make us all good...

goodbye friend and best wishes with your life and everything you do.