Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Disneyland and 'Breathing'....

We just went to LA for the weekend... And made sure we visited Disneyland with my entire family... So we are a group of about 13-14 people with ages ranging from 11 months - 58 years old. This is by far the funniest time I have had.. I think it's because M is 3 years old and can really enjoy his time there. And the weather was perfect! Not too hot (unless you are out in the sun for a long amount of time) with a nice breeze. Just watching how excited he'd get over each ride and the anticipation for the wait to get on..

M amazes me and makes 'breathe'! meaning that i take life in and look at everything. he had a lot of questions and i just realized that i am always in a rush.. rush to get out of the house to get through the day and so on. it's so hard to just enjoy the moment. but he reminds me to do this everyday of our lives together. i shouldn't take advantage that i am able to walk, talk or see.

so today i will take the day in.. or at least moments of the day. :-D rome wasn't built in a day right?

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Please ASK me.. Don't assume..

I hate it when people just assume that i will just 'go with the flow' and do whatever they want. i am my own person and have thoughts.

i feel that the admins that i work with we aren't a team... and our team leader isn't a leader or protector. it makes me sad that it's a dog eat dog place..